arbieandchubbs

"熱血最強 go saurer!!!!!" or something along those lines damn my text is bold. oh wait i did something funky and now its not. ANYWAY i went to youtube it and I saw the video and it was like SOMETHING like what i was looking for...only something was missing. but i couldnt see what. hmmmm. then i told myself "shiyang you need to study stop it this is what you're looking for you ass"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7kNKsw5k2k&feature=related

LUCKILY I DIDNT GIVE UP BECAUSE I CONTINUED AND I FOUND THE CORRECT ONE! which is called raijin oh something. and both are like very similar its basically by the same people except the one i found at first had DINOSAUR ROBOTS and the one i was looking for doesnt have. it was one of those defining moments of my life, those that say dont give up shiyang and you'll find what you're looking for.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9-WhSbTUKw

yaye the two links i found are above in case anyone had similar fantasies

I've been spending the past many hours listening to the soundtrack and its just so awesome brings back so many memories. Things like the bus uncle of bus no. 12 and sometimes 42 who used to drive this mega small minibus when i was P1 to P2 and then upgraded to a megabus from then onwards and he always used this big silver sheet on the top of his windscreen to shield his eyes from the sun. It was some white with blue lines maris stella or something bus. anyway everytime i see a bus like that i always look in to see if its him but it never is, at least until recently when i looked and i saw him for reals! except now he looks really old and his hair is really white and hes wrinkly and he still has to drive drive drive.

Recently I've been turning to things from my childhood as like comfort things, like this anime, like disney songs and movies (as in the old kind, where everyone sang alot and everything has hand drawn), like LCM bars which i havent eaten in super long, like peanut butter sandwiches which i swear i have not eaten since pri school but taste so much better than last time ( i never used to like them dunno why) I will never like tuna or sardine sandwiches though, I think.

but who knows, give me a couple more decades, and I might be eating them like there's no tomorrow.




 

I'VE GOT A DATE WITH THE NIGHT.
AND I LOVE MY OG.
BLOG AGAIN TMR, SLEEPYTIME.

Even though at the end of the day when you left and I shut the door, all I could do was laugh laugh laugh, not the ha ha ha im so amused kind of laugh, but rather the ha ha ha im such a stupid fucker its beginning to be quite funny kind of laugh. All I could do was try to make you go ha ha ha im amused, but what offered I in deepest, truest comfort? So I sat back and giggled, sighed, giggled, pondering over what a fool I was, not just any kind of fool, but a fool for you, it scares me, I think it’ll scare you too, so it’s secret. Then after a while sitting wasn’t enough so I lay down with the dying throes of my dying laughter and waited for home, sweet home.

Yet, in the end, you still make me feel better. Why? Maybe it’s because despite all my faults and all my shortcomings and all my demons you still make me feel like a real person.